Disconnect

After the sun sets and I head back into my home
I allow myself to thoughts about you
Its not the need of you that consumes me
It’s the want of you

I know we have our lives
And perhaps no one can understand
Our strange relationship, like we do
I just wish we were ordinary once

The distance and the time
Drives us apart everyday
With each passing moment
We travel into our own world
Leaving each other behind

Today I allow myself a few tears
Not for the fact that you hurt me
But to challenge, if you would appear
To kiss them off my cheeks

Tonight after the sun has set
And I head back home
I allow myself to thoughts about you
Thoughts of letting you go…